Chronic Hope
Why "chronic hope" ? The Free Merriam-Webster dictionary defines chronic as " marked by long duration or frequent recurrence". I named this blog Chronic Hope as it is my intention that this will be a place where hope, encouragement, compassion and understanding will be the heart of this site.
This is a place for people in all parts of the journey of life.
Welcome
~Andrea
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
A Great Day to Start Again
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases,
his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness. Lamentations 3:22-23
As my daughter was excited to tape and watch the Royal Wedding this morning, my mind went back some 30 years to another Royal Wedding. I recall how that seemed like such a fairy tale at the time. Then through the years as we learned more of the pain and difficulties in the marriage, that fairy tale faded. Then came the divorce. I remember watching with tears as later we heard of the tragic and seemingly senseless death of Diana.
Today as the world watched with interest and excitement the wedding of William and Katherine, future King and Queen of England I see the same sense of magic and fairy tale that I saw back when I was my daughter's age. It is as though today is a fresh start. With that thought in mind this morning, I read a friend's FB post quoting a Billy Idol song from the 80's. Now the song is pretty tough, and not your usual theme for a wedding... but I like the thought in the refrain "It's a great day to start again".
So, it got me thinking...yes, by now you are learning that all sorts of things get me thinking, but just go with me here :-) ... some of us have come through that same cycle of hope and fairy tales in our own life. We were healthy, once, and the whole world was in front of us...the possibilities endless. Then some more difficult realities came to light. It was not as we had hoped or planned and the fairy tale faded. Some tragic and painful things may have occurred, and the fairy tale ended.
Our hopes and expectations in life don't always come true. Brokenness, pain, and the difficulties of living this life often break in. It can break our hearts, our spirits and our bodies. The good news is that our broken dreams and expectations are not the end.
God sees and understands more than we ever can...including more possibilities than we can ever imagine. And the mercy...the undeserved goodness and tender care of God encompasses more of our lives than we would dare to expect...or hope. The mercy of God, we are told by the writer of Lamentations, is new every morning. Interestingly, Lamentations is a book full of cries to God about the pain, brokenness and tattered hopes of life. Out of that darkness, we see the spark of faith shine through...
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases,his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
No matter what we have faced, no matter what we are facing, the words of scripture ring out today to declare that God's mercy and hope are more powerful than any fairy tale, and God's truth is stranger and more wonderful than any dreams. The Risen Lord comes to us this day from across time and millenia to remind us that indeed a new day has dawned, and no matter what the past has held, today is a new start.
We get to put away old, broken, battered dreams, and begin to see with new eyes, the possibilites that God sees within us, and within this world.
Today may our hearts and minds be opened to new hope, new possibilities, and a new start....every morning.
Lord, We thank you for your mercies even as we know well the brokenness and pain of this life. In the midst of broken dreams and real hurt, help us to keep our eyes on you so that the darkness doesn't blind us to the work you are already doing. Give us the eyes of faith to see that you give a frest start each day, and fill us with your hope. Amen.
his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness. Lamentations 3:22-23
As my daughter was excited to tape and watch the Royal Wedding this morning, my mind went back some 30 years to another Royal Wedding. I recall how that seemed like such a fairy tale at the time. Then through the years as we learned more of the pain and difficulties in the marriage, that fairy tale faded. Then came the divorce. I remember watching with tears as later we heard of the tragic and seemingly senseless death of Diana.
Today as the world watched with interest and excitement the wedding of William and Katherine, future King and Queen of England I see the same sense of magic and fairy tale that I saw back when I was my daughter's age. It is as though today is a fresh start. With that thought in mind this morning, I read a friend's FB post quoting a Billy Idol song from the 80's. Now the song is pretty tough, and not your usual theme for a wedding... but I like the thought in the refrain "It's a great day to start again".
So, it got me thinking...yes, by now you are learning that all sorts of things get me thinking, but just go with me here :-) ... some of us have come through that same cycle of hope and fairy tales in our own life. We were healthy, once, and the whole world was in front of us...the possibilities endless. Then some more difficult realities came to light. It was not as we had hoped or planned and the fairy tale faded. Some tragic and painful things may have occurred, and the fairy tale ended.
Our hopes and expectations in life don't always come true. Brokenness, pain, and the difficulties of living this life often break in. It can break our hearts, our spirits and our bodies. The good news is that our broken dreams and expectations are not the end.
God sees and understands more than we ever can...including more possibilities than we can ever imagine. And the mercy...the undeserved goodness and tender care of God encompasses more of our lives than we would dare to expect...or hope. The mercy of God, we are told by the writer of Lamentations, is new every morning. Interestingly, Lamentations is a book full of cries to God about the pain, brokenness and tattered hopes of life. Out of that darkness, we see the spark of faith shine through...
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases,his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
No matter what we have faced, no matter what we are facing, the words of scripture ring out today to declare that God's mercy and hope are more powerful than any fairy tale, and God's truth is stranger and more wonderful than any dreams. The Risen Lord comes to us this day from across time and millenia to remind us that indeed a new day has dawned, and no matter what the past has held, today is a new start.
We get to put away old, broken, battered dreams, and begin to see with new eyes, the possibilites that God sees within us, and within this world.
Today may our hearts and minds be opened to new hope, new possibilities, and a new start....every morning.
Lord, We thank you for your mercies even as we know well the brokenness and pain of this life. In the midst of broken dreams and real hurt, help us to keep our eyes on you so that the darkness doesn't blind us to the work you are already doing. Give us the eyes of faith to see that you give a frest start each day, and fill us with your hope. Amen.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Companion on the journey
Now on that same day two of them were going to a village called Emmaus, about seven miles* from Jerusalem, 14and talking with each other about all these things that had happened. 15While they were talking and discussing, Jesus himself came near and went with them, 16but their eyes were kept from recognizing him. 17And he said to them, ‘What are you discussing with each other while you walk along?’ They stood still, looking sad.* 18Then one of them, whose name was Cleopas, answered him, ‘Are you the only stranger in Jerusalem who does not know the things that have taken place there in these days?’ 19He asked them, ‘What things?’ They replied, ‘The things about Jesus of Nazareth,* who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people, 20and how our chief priests and leaders handed him over to be condemned to death and crucified him. 21But we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel.* Yes, and besides all this, it is now the third day since these things took place. 22Moreover, some women of our group astounded us. They were at the tomb early this morning, 23and when they did not find his body there, they came back and told us that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who said that he was alive. 24Some of those who were with us went to the tomb and found it just as the women had said; but they did not see him.’ 25Then he said to them, ‘Oh, how foolish you are, and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have declared! 26Was it not necessary that the Messiah* should suffer these things and then enter into his glory?’ 27Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them the things about himself in all the scriptures. Luke 24:13-27
I mentioned earlier this week that I'd been to the doctor. It was the POTS specialist that I'd been wanting to see for months, and the visit was helpful. The visit was also overwhelming in some ways. It took time and energy to travel, it was a blessedly long appointment, and I came away with a new game plan. We also came away with new info, and more tests that needed to take place, and a lot that we need to process. I suspect all of this sounds familiar to many of you.
I also came away with a lot of emotion to process. So much information to consider in a short time, as well as my own 'inner stuff' about this chronic illness journey, and you have the perfect recipe for overwhelm.
As we see the disciples on the way to Emmaeus, we see that they are in complete overwhelm. The information they had received about the anticipated Messiah through the past several days went in a completely different direction than they ever expected. They never, ever imagined that the Messiah would die a criminal's death. On top of this we are told that they are sad. There's more going on here than just trying to understand the information...they are sad. They are dealing with the loss of someone who was important to them, and with it the loss of an expected way of future life.
We are told that Jesus opened up the scriptures to them and helped them understand why the Messiah must be crucified and die. And in the breaking of the bread with Jesus, their eyes were opened. They saw who was with them.
In my sharing some of the medical information with a trusted friend, he understandably responded "I am certain I cannot fully comprehend the emotional and spiritual toll this information must be taking upon you." Now, this friend and mentor is one of the best pastoral counselors I know, and a wonderful shepherd of the Lord's flock. I appreciated his honest answer. I also let him know that I didn't expect him to comprehend that which I couldn't understand. I just needed him to walk with me, so I could process some of it.
There are times when we need answers, from doctors, from counselors, from family. There are times when we need people who can help us sort out the facts. But very often there also is a need for someone to just listen and walk with us. That is a huge gift. There are folks who have been there for us in the past who for whatever reason, whether their own life events, or their own overwhelm at what we're facing who cannot be open to all the data and emotion that we're processing. That's just the way it is.
But for those who are willing and able to walk along this journey with us, through all the wilderness that it is, and help by listening and simply being there accept us where we are, and hear what it is like for us-- THAT is a beautiful gift~
I invite us all to seek out and cultivate those relationships in our lives. Pray for those who walk with us. Be honest and appreciative of what they offer, and let them know how they can best help you at that time. Those people may be in your house, or a friend or other family member. Or those people might be right here on this blog. My hope is that everyone who comes here will have the gift of at least one person who is walking this journey with them. I also invite you, if you are a person who has found Holy Communion to be an important part of your spiritual life to consider how long it has been since you've communed. If you've been unable to get out and about, I strongly suggest that you contact your pastor or church office and ask to receive home communion if they offer it.
And in that walking together, we will most likely experience Jesus walking with us, to help us understand, and who will feed us for this journey with his very own life.
Living Lord, comfort us by your presence. Nurture relationships in our life that are supportive and life-giving, and help us to know you are always with us on this journey. Amen.
I mentioned earlier this week that I'd been to the doctor. It was the POTS specialist that I'd been wanting to see for months, and the visit was helpful. The visit was also overwhelming in some ways. It took time and energy to travel, it was a blessedly long appointment, and I came away with a new game plan. We also came away with new info, and more tests that needed to take place, and a lot that we need to process. I suspect all of this sounds familiar to many of you.
I also came away with a lot of emotion to process. So much information to consider in a short time, as well as my own 'inner stuff' about this chronic illness journey, and you have the perfect recipe for overwhelm.
As we see the disciples on the way to Emmaeus, we see that they are in complete overwhelm. The information they had received about the anticipated Messiah through the past several days went in a completely different direction than they ever expected. They never, ever imagined that the Messiah would die a criminal's death. On top of this we are told that they are sad. There's more going on here than just trying to understand the information...they are sad. They are dealing with the loss of someone who was important to them, and with it the loss of an expected way of future life.
We are told that Jesus opened up the scriptures to them and helped them understand why the Messiah must be crucified and die. And in the breaking of the bread with Jesus, their eyes were opened. They saw who was with them.
In my sharing some of the medical information with a trusted friend, he understandably responded "I am certain I cannot fully comprehend the emotional and spiritual toll this information must be taking upon you." Now, this friend and mentor is one of the best pastoral counselors I know, and a wonderful shepherd of the Lord's flock. I appreciated his honest answer. I also let him know that I didn't expect him to comprehend that which I couldn't understand. I just needed him to walk with me, so I could process some of it.
There are times when we need answers, from doctors, from counselors, from family. There are times when we need people who can help us sort out the facts. But very often there also is a need for someone to just listen and walk with us. That is a huge gift. There are folks who have been there for us in the past who for whatever reason, whether their own life events, or their own overwhelm at what we're facing who cannot be open to all the data and emotion that we're processing. That's just the way it is.
But for those who are willing and able to walk along this journey with us, through all the wilderness that it is, and help by listening and simply being there accept us where we are, and hear what it is like for us-- THAT is a beautiful gift~
I invite us all to seek out and cultivate those relationships in our lives. Pray for those who walk with us. Be honest and appreciative of what they offer, and let them know how they can best help you at that time. Those people may be in your house, or a friend or other family member. Or those people might be right here on this blog. My hope is that everyone who comes here will have the gift of at least one person who is walking this journey with them. I also invite you, if you are a person who has found Holy Communion to be an important part of your spiritual life to consider how long it has been since you've communed. If you've been unable to get out and about, I strongly suggest that you contact your pastor or church office and ask to receive home communion if they offer it.
And in that walking together, we will most likely experience Jesus walking with us, to help us understand, and who will feed us for this journey with his very own life.
Living Lord, comfort us by your presence. Nurture relationships in our life that are supportive and life-giving, and help us to know you are always with us on this journey. Amen.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Locked
When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear... Jesus came and stood among them and said, ‘Peace be with you.’ John 20:19
When I used to preach on this text, I had compassion for the disciples-- locked away out of fear, but I never really identified with them. This year as I read this verse, I recognize that more often than I'd want to admit, I AM the disciples. Recently, I have found myself doing exactly what the disciples did...oh, not physically locking myself in a room...but certainly locking myself away by neglecting emails, not posting as much on facebook, letting the answering machine get any calls...locking myself away. Perhaps you know this place of locking away too?
When living with long term illness gets too much, when I get sick and tired of fighting every day with things that used to be simple and second nature, when I get sick of taking yet another test, or making another doctor visit, when I get frustrated, lonely, angry, upset...one of the things that I must admit that I do is cut myself off from others. Normally, in the past, when I've hit those times of overwhelm, I have been sure to contact part of my support system. After a while, though, it seems that I've contacted them with the same stuff for too long, and I lock myself away. Not an effective coping technique, but honestly, there are times when I don't care if I'm doing things the 'right' or 'effective' way. Sometimes I've had enough of this territory, and I'm angry and feeling lost and just don't know who would understand. You ever feel like this, or is this an "Andrea-oddity"? (I'll accept that too, as I know I'm quite weird in many ways ;-)
This verse from John speaks peace and hope to my heart, that even when I'm adding to my own difficulty by hiding, even when I'm not reaching out for help and I get angry when I'm feeling alone, even when I'm too overwhelmed to think straight and too tired to keep fighting...like the disciples locked away in confusion, defeat and fear...the Risen Lord still comes to me. Deep in the locked places, Jesus still seeks me out. Although I may feel lost, I am never lost to the Lord. He has kept his loving eye on me and knows exactly where I am, and what I need. In those times, a word of scripture, the verse of a song, the words of a friend, or a sense of peace and calm breaks through the locked doors of my heart to remind me that I am never alone. We are never alone, for Jesus seeks us out to bring peace and his own life-giving self, no matter where we are.
Lord Jesus, when we are in the place of overwhelm, anger and fear, come to us. Help us see that you gently pass through even our toughest walls to bring your peace, and to be with us. Today please bless everyone who has felt the real need to put up walls or lock the doors of their heart. Go to them, and help them know they are not alone. Amen.
When I used to preach on this text, I had compassion for the disciples-- locked away out of fear, but I never really identified with them. This year as I read this verse, I recognize that more often than I'd want to admit, I AM the disciples. Recently, I have found myself doing exactly what the disciples did...oh, not physically locking myself in a room...but certainly locking myself away by neglecting emails, not posting as much on facebook, letting the answering machine get any calls...locking myself away. Perhaps you know this place of locking away too?
When living with long term illness gets too much, when I get sick and tired of fighting every day with things that used to be simple and second nature, when I get sick of taking yet another test, or making another doctor visit, when I get frustrated, lonely, angry, upset...one of the things that I must admit that I do is cut myself off from others. Normally, in the past, when I've hit those times of overwhelm, I have been sure to contact part of my support system. After a while, though, it seems that I've contacted them with the same stuff for too long, and I lock myself away. Not an effective coping technique, but honestly, there are times when I don't care if I'm doing things the 'right' or 'effective' way. Sometimes I've had enough of this territory, and I'm angry and feeling lost and just don't know who would understand. You ever feel like this, or is this an "Andrea-oddity"? (I'll accept that too, as I know I'm quite weird in many ways ;-)
This verse from John speaks peace and hope to my heart, that even when I'm adding to my own difficulty by hiding, even when I'm not reaching out for help and I get angry when I'm feeling alone, even when I'm too overwhelmed to think straight and too tired to keep fighting...like the disciples locked away in confusion, defeat and fear...the Risen Lord still comes to me. Deep in the locked places, Jesus still seeks me out. Although I may feel lost, I am never lost to the Lord. He has kept his loving eye on me and knows exactly where I am, and what I need. In those times, a word of scripture, the verse of a song, the words of a friend, or a sense of peace and calm breaks through the locked doors of my heart to remind me that I am never alone. We are never alone, for Jesus seeks us out to bring peace and his own life-giving self, no matter where we are.
Lord Jesus, when we are in the place of overwhelm, anger and fear, come to us. Help us see that you gently pass through even our toughest walls to bring your peace, and to be with us. Today please bless everyone who has felt the real need to put up walls or lock the doors of their heart. Go to them, and help them know they are not alone. Amen.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
How He Loves Us- David Crowder Band
Greetings everyone,
Today's post is a short one, as I'm recovering from a day long trip to the doc yesterday. It went well and was informative, but I'm wiped out for the day. So, posting a video today. Will post further reflections again tomorrow.
Peace,
Andrea
Today's post is a short one, as I'm recovering from a day long trip to the doc yesterday. It went well and was informative, but I'm wiped out for the day. So, posting a video today. Will post further reflections again tomorrow.
Peace,
Andrea
Monday, April 25, 2011
Rock, hard place and a third option
Isaiah 43:1-5 The Message
But now, God's Message, the God who made you in the first place, Jacob, the One who got you started, Israel: "Don't be afraid, I've redeemed you. I've called your name. You're mine. When you're in over your head, I'll be there with you. When you're in rough waters, you will not go down. When you're between a rock and a hard place, it won't be a dead end— Because I am God, your personal God, The Holy of Israel, your Savior. I paid a huge price for you: all of Egypt, with rich Cush and Seba thrown in! That's how much you mean to me! That's how much I love you! I'd sell off the whole world to get you back, trade the creation just for you.
"So don't be afraid: I'm with you."
Looking on Facebook this morning I saw a note from a friend going through serious illness. They made comment about how difficult it was after being with family all day to have them go. I believe this is part of chronic illness territory. Gatherings of family and friends are great and life-giving. We may even be relieved in some way when people leave because our exhaustion levels, yet the loneliness of illness can also be acutely noticable. It doesn't mean we are necessarily 'doing' anything wrong, but it is an indicator that this is just plain difficult territory when even the good things in our life can leave us feeling the loneliness or difficulty of illness. As the scripture says, it's like being between a rock and a hard place.
But the God who raised Jesus from the dead looks at the rock and hard place and says-- there's another option! No 'dead ends' with this God! We are told that even in the midst of the roughest waters, when we're in over our head, when we feel most alone God has chosen to be with us. God has paid a huge price for us because we are so deeply, amazingly loved. When we feel most alone God says "don't be afraid. I'm with you."
My friend Sarah, reminded me of this song and video~ and so I share it with you. May it help you remember, you are loved and you are not alone~
Dearest God, when we feel in over our heads, when loneliness presses in from all sides, when pain and an uncertain future are our companions, light up the sky...light up our lives so that we can be assured you are with us, even as you have promised. Thank you~ Amen.
But now, God's Message, the God who made you in the first place, Jacob, the One who got you started, Israel: "Don't be afraid, I've redeemed you. I've called your name. You're mine. When you're in over your head, I'll be there with you. When you're in rough waters, you will not go down. When you're between a rock and a hard place, it won't be a dead end— Because I am God, your personal God, The Holy of Israel, your Savior. I paid a huge price for you: all of Egypt, with rich Cush and Seba thrown in! That's how much you mean to me! That's how much I love you! I'd sell off the whole world to get you back, trade the creation just for you.
"So don't be afraid: I'm with you."
Looking on Facebook this morning I saw a note from a friend going through serious illness. They made comment about how difficult it was after being with family all day to have them go. I believe this is part of chronic illness territory. Gatherings of family and friends are great and life-giving. We may even be relieved in some way when people leave because our exhaustion levels, yet the loneliness of illness can also be acutely noticable. It doesn't mean we are necessarily 'doing' anything wrong, but it is an indicator that this is just plain difficult territory when even the good things in our life can leave us feeling the loneliness or difficulty of illness. As the scripture says, it's like being between a rock and a hard place.
But the God who raised Jesus from the dead looks at the rock and hard place and says-- there's another option! No 'dead ends' with this God! We are told that even in the midst of the roughest waters, when we're in over our head, when we feel most alone God has chosen to be with us. God has paid a huge price for us because we are so deeply, amazingly loved. When we feel most alone God says "don't be afraid. I'm with you."
My friend Sarah, reminded me of this song and video~ and so I share it with you. May it help you remember, you are loved and you are not alone~
Dearest God, when we feel in over our heads, when loneliness presses in from all sides, when pain and an uncertain future are our companions, light up the sky...light up our lives so that we can be assured you are with us, even as you have promised. Thank you~ Amen.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Christ The Lord is Risen Today - Mormon Tabernacle Choir
Alleluia! Christ is Risen! He is risen indeed! Alleluia!
On this Resurrection Sunday the posts are music and scripture verses so that those who may not be able to attend worship today may also hear the Good News, and hear the music of Easter. Please note there are a series of 5 posts for today.
Blessed Easter to you all~
On this Resurrection Sunday the posts are music and scripture verses so that those who may not be able to attend worship today may also hear the Good News, and hear the music of Easter. Please note there are a series of 5 posts for today.
Blessed Easter to you all~
Wondrous Love (piano) - VIRTUAL CHURCH
"Jesus said..." ‘I am the resurrection and the life.Those who believe in me, even though they die, will live,and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die." John 11: 25,26
Celtic Woman - Amazing Grace
The Resurrection of Jesus
28After the sabbath, as the first day of the week was dawning, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to see the tomb. 2And suddenly there was a great earthquake; for an angel of the Lord, descending from heaven, came and rolled back the stone and sat on it. 3His appearance was like lightning, and his clothing white as snow. 4For fear of him the guards shook and became like dead men. 5But the angel said to the women, ‘Do not be afraid; I know that you are looking for Jesus who was crucified. 6He is not here; for he has been raised, as he said. Come, see the place where he* lay. 7Then go quickly and tell his disciples, “He has been raised from the dead,* and indeed he is going ahead of you to Galilee; there you will see him.” This is my message for you.’ 8So they left the tomb quickly with fear and great joy, and ran to tell his disciples. 9Suddenly Jesus met them and said, ‘Greetings!’ And they came to him, took hold of his feet, and worshipped him. 10Then Jesus said to them, ‘Do not be afraid; go and tell my brothers to go to Galilee; there they will see me.’(Matthew 28:1-10 NRSV)
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Holy Week Reflection - Part 8
Scripture: John 3:16-17
"This is how much God loved the world: He gave his Son, his one and only Son. And this is why: so that no one need be destroyed; by believing in him, anyone can have a whole and lasting life. God didn't go to all the trouble of sending his Son merely to point an accusing finger, telling the world how bad it was. He came to help, to put the world right again.”
Reflection: Love is the last word
In the end, what this all comes down to is love. Love of a God who is so in love with his people that God is willing to risk it all, give what is precious to him, so that his people may live and know the depths of God’s life-changing love. As the light of Christ went out- love didn’t die- it took on new life as it was shared with the world. And in 3 days that love would be known in a new and mind-boggling way. Today let us carry the love that God has given from the beginning. May this Holy Saturday help us to share that love as we see today not as an end, but a new beginning… all because of God’s love.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Holy Week Reflection- Part 7
Scripture reading: Luke 23:44-49
It was now about noon, and darkness came over the whole land* until three in the afternoon, 45while the sun’s light failed;* and the curtain of the temple was torn in two. 46Then Jesus, crying with a loud voice, said, ‘Father, into your hands I commend my spirit.’ Having said this, he breathed his last. 47When the centurion saw what had taken place, he praised God and said, ‘Certainly this man was innocent.’* 48And when all the crowds who had gathered there for this spectacle saw what had taken place, they returned home, beating their breasts. 49But all his acquaintances, including the women who had followed him from Galilee , stood at a distance, watching these things.
Reflection: Love to the end
Darkness was taking over—so much so, that the sun’s light failed. Jesus, the light of the world, was extinguished. “Having loved his own who were in the world, Jesus loved them to the end.” And with his final words of trust and love for God the Father, Jesus breathed his last.
In the mystery of the cross, when things were most desperate, and dark, when all hope seemed lost, God’s love shone most intensely and fully. God’s love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. God’s love never ends.
What Wondrous Love Is This (vs. 1, 3,4)By: American Folk Hymn
What wondrous love is this, O my soul, O my soul!
What wondrous love is this, O my soul!
What wondrous love is this
That caused the Lord of bliss
To bear the dreadful curse for my soul, for my soul,
To bear the dreadful curse for my soul!
To God and to the Lamb I will sing, I will sing;
To God and to the Lamb I will sing;
To God and to the Lamb,
Who is the great I AM,
While millions join the theme, I will sing, I will sing,
While millions join the theme, I will sing.
And when from death I’m free, I’ll sing on, I’ll sing on;
And when from death I’m free, I’ll sing on.
And when from death I’m free
I’ll sing His love for me,
And through eternity I’ll sing on, I’ll sing on,
And through eternity I’ll sing on.
What Wondrous Love Is This (vs. 1, 3,4)By: American Folk Hymn
What wondrous love is this, O my soul, O my soul!
What wondrous love is this, O my soul!
What wondrous love is this
That caused the Lord of bliss
To bear the dreadful curse for my soul, for my soul,
To bear the dreadful curse for my soul!
To God and to the Lamb I will sing, I will sing;
To God and to the Lamb I will sing;
To God and to the Lamb,
Who is the great I AM,
While millions join the theme, I will sing, I will sing,
While millions join the theme, I will sing.
And when from death I’m free, I’ll sing on, I’ll sing on;
And when from death I’m free, I’ll sing on.
And when from death I’m free
I’ll sing His love for me,
And through eternity I’ll sing on, I’ll sing on,
And through eternity I’ll sing on.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Holy Week Reflection- Part 6
Scripture reading: John 19:25b-27
27While the soldiers were looking after themselves, Jesus' mother, his aunt, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene stood at the foot of the cross. Jesus saw his mother and the disciple he loved standing near her. He said to his mother, "Woman, here is your son." Then to the disciple, "Here is your mother." From that moment the disciple accepted her as his own mother. (The Message)
Reflection: Love for those who are beloved
‘And a spear will pierce your own soul too.’ Mary was watching the unthinkable happen to her son. Here was her dear boy- all grown up-- but her dear boy nonetheless, and he was suffering and dying before her eyes.
Yet, even in the midst of suffering and dying, he continued to reach out in love to those who were dear to him.
Jesus didn’t want his mother to be alone, without care or provisions for her future. In love and friendship, he entrusted his friend to his mother as well, that they both may benefit from the sweetness of the relationship that had nurtured him through his life. Out of love, he gave up being Mary’s son, and entrusted her and the beloved disciple to each other.
Music:
Were You There?
Were you there when they crucified my Lord?
Were you there when they crucified my Lord?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble
Were you there when they crucified my Lord?
Were you there when they pierced him in the side?
Were you there when they pierced him in the side?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble
Were you there when they pierced him in the side?
Were you there when the sun refused to shine?
Were you there when the sun refused to shine?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble
Were you there when the sun refused to shine?
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Holy Week Reflections- Part 5
Scripture reading: Luke 23:39-43
39One of the criminals hanging alongside cursed him: "Some Messiah you are! Save yourself! Save us!"
40 -41But the other one made him shut up: "Have you no fear of God? You're getting the same as him. We deserve this, but not him—he did nothing to deserve this."
42Then he said, "Jesus, remember me when you enter your kingdom."
43He said, "Don't worry, I will. Today you will join me in paradise." (The Message)
Reflection:
As we watch the crucifixion from a distance of 2,000 years, it is easy for us to rebuke the thief who is mocking Jesus. Surely we would have known who he was if we were there with him. But in our hearts of hearts, we know that it takes much less than being nailed to a cross for us to turn away from Jesus. When life gets confusing, agonizing, or dangerous, we too can turn on Jesus and like the criminal on the cross we cry out- “why aren’t you saving us from this?” In the end, we can see ourselves in the thief- for there is no distinction, St. Paul says- since all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
The other thief saw through the blood, the pain, and the utter absurdity of a crucified messiah, and asked Jesus to remember him when he came into his kingdom. Did he truly see the King of Kings, or was he just hedging bets in case Jesus was the real thing? We do not know, but Jesus promise of love to the thief was real. “Today you will be with me in paradise”.
Our response to Jesus doesn’t change Jesus’ love and faithfulness, any more than the thief’s ridicule made Jesus betray his mission of love.
God proves his love for us in that while we still were sinners Christ died for us. In Jesus we see love in action, even in the face of ingratitude, fear and hatred.
Oh Sacred Head Now Wounded
Text: Anonymous; trans. by Paul Gerhardt and James W. Alexander
Music: Hans L. Hassler, 1564-1612; harm. by J.S. Bach, 1685-1750
Oh Sacred Head Now Wounded
Text: Anonymous; trans. by Paul Gerhardt and James W. Alexander
Music: Hans L. Hassler, 1564-1612; harm. by J.S. Bach, 1685-1750
1. O sacred Head, now wounded, with grief and shame weighed down, now scornfully surrounded with thorns, thine only crown: how pale thou art with anguish, with sore abuse and scorn! How does that visage languish which once was bright as morn! 2. What thou, my Lord, has suffered was all for sinners' gain; mine, mine was the transgression, but thine the deadly pain. Lo, here I fall, my Savior! 'Tis I deserve thy place; look on me with thy favor, vouchsafe to me thy grace. 3. What language shall I borrow to thank thee, dearest friend, for this thy dying sorrow, thy pity without end? O make me thine forever; and should I fainting be, Lord, let me never, never outlive my love for thee.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Holy Week Reflections- Part 4
Scripture reading:Luke 23:32-38
32Two others, both criminals, were taken along with him for execution.
33When they got to the place called Skull Hill, they crucified him, along with the criminals, one on his right, the other on his left.
34 -35Jesus prayed, "Father, forgive them; they don't know what they're doing."
Dividing up his clothes, they threw dice for them. The people stood there staring at Jesus, and the ringleaders made faces, taunting, "He saved others. Let's see him save himself! The Messiah of God—ha! The Chosen —ha!"
36 -37The soldiers also came up and poked fun at him, making a game of it. They toasted him with sour wine: "So you're King of the Jews! Save yourself!"
38Printed over him was a sign: this is the king of the Jews. The Message
Reflection: Love in Forgiveness
They crucified him. They nailed him to pieces of wood with big metal spikes. They lifted the cross upright so that the pain and the angle of his body would kill him…would asphyxiate him…would leave him with no breath.
What does love look like in the middle of this? In the middle of intentional pain and torture, with people throwing dice for the clothes he had been wearing, and others making faces and taunting him- wanting him to prove his power… Jesus forgave them. They didn’t ask him to forgive. He just did it. His forgiveness of them wasn’t up to them at all… it was his alone to give. Acting out of love in a way we can scarcely comprehend, Jesus forgave them—and us.
Chief of Sinners Though I Be (vs. 1-3)By: William McComb
Chief of sinners though I be,
Jesus shed his blood for me,
Died that I might live on high,
Lives that I might never die.
As the branch is to the vine,
I am his, and he is mine.
Oh, the height of Jesus’ love,
Higher than the heavens above,
Deeper than the depths of sea,
Lasting as eternity!
Love that found me wondrous thought
Found me when I sought him not.
Only Jesus can impart
Balm to heal the wounded heart,
Peace that flows from sin forgiven,
Joy that lifts the soul to heaven,
Faith and hope to walk with God
In the way that Enoch trod.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Holy Week Reflections- Part 3
Scripture reading: Mark 14:43-50
Immediately, while he was still speaking, Judas, one of the twelve, arrived; and with him there was a crowd with swords and clubs, from the chief priests, the scribes, and the elders. 44Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, ‘The one I will kiss is the man; arrest him and lead him away under guard.’ 45So when he came, he went up to him at once and said, ‘Rabbi!’ and kissed him. 46Then they laid hands on him and arrested him. 47But one of those who stood near drew his sword and struck the slave of the high priest, cutting off his ear. 48Then Jesus said to them, ‘Have you come out with swords and clubs to arrest me as though I were a bandit? 49Day after day I was with you in the temple teaching, and you did not arrest me. But let the scriptures be fulfilled.’ 50All of them deserted him and fled. (NRSV)
Reflection: Love for the friends that desert and betray
Just hours before, Jesus and the disciples had eaten a very special meal together. Jesus washed their feet and taught them how to love each other. He called them his friends. He also knew that they would betray and desert him. These men who were closer to him than family, these ones he trusted with his message and teachings, no matter how much they swore they would be at his side and defend him, he knew they would leave. And they did. Every. Last. one. One of his own even sold him over to death. Jesus loved them beyond the betrayal, beyond the desertion. He loved them to the end of this life and beyond.
Jesus calls us friends, not because we have a better track record than the disciples—not because we’re more faithful than they were, for we too betray and desert Jesus for the things in our life that seem more important, or a better use of our time. Jesus calls us friends and loves us to the end because that’s what love does. Jesus loved the disciples not for who they were, but for who he was. Jesus loves us not because of who we are or what we do…he loves us because of who he is. He is the Son of God. He is love. This is what Holy love does.
Hymn reflection: Ah, Holy Jesus
That man to judge Thee hath in hate pretended?
By foes derided, by Thine own rejected,
O most afflicted.
Who was the guilty? Who brought this upon Thee?
Alas, my treason, Jesus, hath undone Thee.
’Twas I, Lord, Jesus, I it was denied Thee!
I crucified Thee.
Lo, the Good Shepherd for the sheep is offered;
The slave hath sinned, and the Son hath suffered;
For man’s atonement, while he nothing heedeth,
God intercedeth.
For me, kind Jesus, was Thy incarnation,
Thy mortal sorrow, and Thy life’s oblation;
Thy death of anguish and Thy bitter passion,
For my salvation.
Therefore, kind Jesus, since I cannot pay Thee,
I do adore Thee, and will ever pray Thee,
Think on Thy pity and Thy love unswerving,
Not my deserving.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Passion Sunday : Holy Week Reflections part 2
This week in the Western Church is Holy Week. Each day through Good Friday I will be posting reflections on the cross. Each is part of a Good Friday tenebrae service I helped write for Hope Lutheran Church in Toledo. I am sharing these here, as some folks who are reading this blog will not be able to attend Holy Week services. It is my hope that God may work through these daily reflections to touch your heart and life. Each day will have a scripture reading, a reflection and the words of a song. May you have a blessed Holy Week~
Andrea
Scripture reading: Matthew 26:36-46
Andrea
Scripture reading: Matthew 26:36-46
36 -38Then Jesus went with them to a garden called Gethsemane and told his disciples, "Stay here while I go over there and pray." Taking along Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, he plunged into an agonizing sorrow. Then he said, "This sorrow is crushing my life out. Stay here and keep vigil with me."
39Going a little ahead, he fell on his face, praying, "My Father, if there is any way, get me out of this. But please, not what I want. You, what do you want?"
40 -41When he came back to his disciples, he found them sound asleep. He said to Peter, "Can't you stick it out with me a single hour? Stay alert; be in prayer so you don't wander into temptation without even knowing you're in danger. There is a part of you that is eager, ready for anything in God. But there's another part that's as lazy as an old dog sleeping by the fire."
42He then left them a second time. Again he prayed, "My Father, if there is no other way than this, drinking this cup to the dregs, I'm ready. Do it your way."
43 -44When he came back, he again found them sound asleep. They simply couldn't keep their eyes open. This time he let them sleep on, and went back a third time to pray, going over the same ground one last time.
45 -46When he came back the next time, he said, "Are you going to sleep on and make a night of it? My time is up, the Son of Man is about to be handed over to the hands of sinners. Get up! Let's get going! My betrayer is here." (The Message)
Reflection: Love in obedience
Faced with a decision that was crushing the life out of him, we see Jesus agonizing in the Garden of Gethsemane . In a few short lines of scripture we hear Jesus move from fear to trust, but we know it wasn’t that easy. Those few short lines speak of a time that must have felt like an eternity. Jesus’ decision would make a difference for all eternity.
Love and obedience mingled as Jesus trusted God with whatever came next. He trusted his friends, his mission, his reputation and his very life to God. Not my will, but yours, Father. Jesus trusted the love that embraced him…and would soon embrace the entire world.
Holy and amazing God, turn our hearts to you this week. As we watch Jesus act in love and obedience, help us to trust you with our lives...our all. Amen.
1. Go to dark Gethsemane, Ye that feel the tempter's power; Your Redeemer's conflict see, Watch with Him one bitter hour: Turn not from His griefs away Learn from Jesus Christ to pray. 2. Follow to the judgment hall, View the Lord of life arraigned; O the wormwood and the gall! O the pangs His soul sustained! Shun not suffering, shame or loss Learn from Him to bear the cross.
Lyrics: James Montgomery
Music: Richard Redhead
Holy and amazing God, turn our hearts to you this week. As we watch Jesus act in love and obedience, help us to trust you with our lives...our all. Amen.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Entering Holy Week- Intro and part 1
This coming week in the Western Church (not the Eastern Orthodox) is Holy Week. Starting today and going through Good Friday I will be posting reflections on the cross. Each is part of a Good Friday tenebrae service I helped write for Hope Lutheran Church in Toledo. I am sharing these here, as some folks who are reading this blog will not be able to attend Holy Week services. It is my hope that God may work through these daily reflections to touch your heart and life. Each day will have a scripture reading, a reflection and the words of a song. May you have a blessed Holy Week~
Andrea
When I Survey the Wondrous Cross Issac Watts 1707
Andrea
Scripture reading: John 1:1-5
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was in the beginning with God. 3All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being 4in him was life,* and the life was the light of all people. 5The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. (NRSV)
Reflection: Love brought us here
In the beginning - light, life…love. God’s own word about reality, the One whose life speaks to us about who God is… Jesus, The Word of God… hung on a cross. It was love that brought him here. It is here that we see Holy love in its fullest- love that is patient and kind, does not insist on its own way; is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. On the cross we see love that bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Let us still our hearts and minds this week as we take time to look at the events of Good Friday through the eyes of love…God’s love.
When I Survey the Wondrous Cross Issac Watts 1707
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Friday, April 15, 2011
Praise You In This Storm
"I lift my eyes to the hills. From where will my help come?" Psalm 121:1
We've recently had two of the sunniest and warmest days of the year and I find it ironic that I'm posting about storms and rain on these days :-) However, I am compelled strongly to share this video and song with you today~ I have a strong hunch that someone who reads this blog today is meant to hear this song~ May God speak to your hearts in this~
peace, Andrea
We've recently had two of the sunniest and warmest days of the year and I find it ironic that I'm posting about storms and rain on these days :-) However, I am compelled strongly to share this video and song with you today~ I have a strong hunch that someone who reads this blog today is meant to hear this song~ May God speak to your hearts in this~
peace, Andrea
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